Über ein nostalgisches Verständnis von Authentizität
The theoretical work concentrates on a queer feminist critique of the ideology of the genius in the neoliberal ideal of self-realisation. Briefly, I have used texts by Ève Chiapello to investigate the link between an essentialist notion of the genius figure, or more precisely the dominance that emanates from genius claims of uniqueness, and the mechanisms of oppression and discrimination in neoliberal structures. As a consequence, it becomes evident that the narrative of a negative freedom inherent to the genius is a false abstraction of the social and is therefore a stabilising factor for existing relations of domination. Furthermore, an artistic tradition can be justified when it acts as a bridge between critical artistic practice and social criticism. The artistic work connected with this idea forms a resonant space in which I was able to respond to my sense of discomfort together with nine colleagues. I initiated a shared discussion on the specific forms of self-understanding as a professional artist and photographer and invited my counterparts to reflect photographically on their individual performance as artists. A lyrical text was created by making a collage of the fragments of the conversations I had conducted and transcribed.
Ich seh’ kein Außen
During my engagement with the discourse surrounding dispositional forms of self-realisation and the notion of the authentic, I began to contextualise these narratives by way of queer feminist theories and intersectional critique.
Of central importance here was the figure of the artist and the question of how a related understanding of identity and way of life are rendered functional in society. I realised that my own idea of an authentic life was progressively escalating into a demand for efficiency, and I began to feel anxious about my intended profession as an artist.
By closely interweaving my practical and theoretical work, I was able to appropriate this unease.